MY BROKEN VOW

As time passes i realize,                         

              not because,i denied,i believed.              

            you never had to convince me,

 i was already convicted

     I knew you intended good

      but i still had to let you go.

  

Heart broken for that name
Ram made a grief,a print,shinny,

                                                        sparkling,gritter but bitter

  since what i wanted 

   is never what i got

   I lost it all
   both of it gone 

                                                                destroyed by the tragic truth,
 see you broken was hell

 The pieces i couldn't gather back together

 but watching them quenched away forever


 Not responding to your request
 Reality is,i never wanted to leave

 neither to hurt.....

 I only wanted what could last

 because i could feel what you wanted
blew up before even i see it coming   

                                                      
Her you are and here am i
 both of us trying to make it 

a memory but history still hurting

nobody is moving,we are tying to each other.

                                                           
   avoiding eye contact,
heart finds its own way

and soul knows that.

                                                   
Lying to you is the sin
i could never be forgiven

your innocence couldn't keep it hidden

                                                              
i respected your choice
but i can still hear your voice

murmuring into my ears.

You still mean alot to me

                                                          
  I owe you a lot from then till now

 the story to live happy ever after
 from generation to generation
 from story to history
 not a fairytale but truth to last.

                                              
Your positive intent

to a wrong person

stole the treasure and here is


The leisure gone and
pleasure fading

all of it gone and
all i am seeing now

                                                        
  is MY BROKEN VOW.

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                                                                            UMWALI IZA ALYCE.