THE ABANDON

Abandoned to die

life hosted me

Happiness liked me

and success adopted me

Where i shaded the desperate tears

in my heart nothing was worth a living

my wishes were to die 

i learned to live

Gathered by loneliness

Saturated by thoughts

desperate shadow sheltered me

i lived abandoned but not condamned

God was still there

In the fog of life

i couldn't see clearly

waiting for no hero

thought death was the release

i awaited

then after a hundred deaths

i just remembered that i was born alone

who ever comes before or after

will go and leave me as i had no one

when it all started

Gathering the broken pieces

rising myself up

while understanding the essence of life

silence directed my open ears

and the eyes followed the guiding light

as i noticed that the night is still young

to wait for miracles,measures were taken

Toiling was the motivation

Striving was the life companion

Excelling was the goal

My mission is not yet complete

new steps are loading

IRA IZA ALY

WITH THE POWER

 

 

The empty note was created

when all i got in my head

got disappeared by the power 

of poor meaning of what

 heart was feeling

As i couldn't cry

i thought the ink would be 

the fluid tears to ease my pain

and the paper be as the shoulder

 to  cry on 

by then i was captivated by darkness,

when i realized the tiny light 

i was holding on to

had life no more and that

 the little light i had

is letting me go

as well.

there then the question was

"what the redeemer am i waiting for?"

i need a word, but not just a word

a healing word

i need the power,

the real super power

the power to change the dark into light

and the tears into laughter

 

the power to unite not to tear apart

the power to make the change

the world needs

the power to understand and explain

The poor meaning  of what heart 

may fail to express.

 

I NEED THE POWER

 

Iza Ira Aly