MY BROKEN VOW

As time passes i realize,                         

              not because,i denied,i believed.              

            you never had to convince me,

 i was already convicted

     I knew you intended good

      but i still had to let you go.

  

Heart broken for that name
Ram made a grief,a print,shinny,

                                                        sparkling,gritter but bitter

  since what i wanted 

   is never what i got

   I lost it all
   both of it gone 

                                                                destroyed by the tragic truth,
 see you broken was hell

 The pieces i couldn't gather back together

 but watching them quenched away forever


 Not responding to your request
 Reality is,i never wanted to leave

 neither to hurt.....

 I only wanted what could last

 because i could feel what you wanted
blew up before even i see it coming   

                                                      
Her you are and here am i
 both of us trying to make it 

a memory but history still hurting

nobody is moving,we are tying to each other.

                                                           
   avoiding eye contact,
heart finds its own way

and soul knows that.

                                                   
Lying to you is the sin
i could never be forgiven

your innocence couldn't keep it hidden

                                                              
i respected your choice
but i can still hear your voice

murmuring into my ears.

You still mean alot to me

                                                          
  I owe you a lot from then till now

 the story to live happy ever after
 from generation to generation
 from story to history
 not a fairytale but truth to last.

                                              
Your positive intent

to a wrong person

stole the treasure and here is


The leisure gone and
pleasure fading

all of it gone and
all i am seeing now

                                                        
  is MY BROKEN VOW.

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                                                                            UMWALI IZA ALYCE.

      

                                                            

                                                            

FAREWELL

With tears rolling in my eyes

my mouth fighting to smile

a lot running in my mind

story i wouldn't want to tell

.......

Though this had to happen

the reality i never wanted to embrace

the truth i can't get a long with gonna be real

with you not around, i don't want to live you as

a memory,goodbye is shacking me

........

All the memories i ca't get ride  of

are still attached to me and i can't stand it no more

when the feelings still lay so common

he still had the extremity of his love for me

and i still found my happiness in yours

......

I will always keep it alive

everyday living your presence

i don't want to feel your absence

.......

Heartbroken is the current me

fluids my eyes never wanted to shades

the moment i never wanted to live

are now drowning me into horror

admitting you gone is a real terror

.......

Go get it

that voice into ears,that hunt your dreams

chases your nights,calling your name

it might be right and even real

can't hold you for long since

it's strong than me and i can't help it

.......

Spread your wings and fly

the vow we made will protect me

and they will guide you

when love brings you back

i will hold you in my arms

like you were never gone

.....

farewell will never be forever

we will give it an other meaning

a definition to last,word of hope

that good memories never die

and that

there is always life after life.

i will see you again.

                                                                        ALYCE UMWALI  IZA