Wednesday, 24 February 2016

MY BROKEN VOW




As time passes i realize,                         
              not because,i denied,i believed.              
            you never had to convince me,
 i was already convicted
     I knew you intended good
      but i still had to let you go.
  
Heart broken for that name
Ram made a grief,a print,shinny,
                                                        sparkling,gritter but bitter
  since what i wanted 
   is never what i got
   I lost it all
   both of it gone 
                                                                destroyed by the tragic truth,
 see you broken was hell
 The pieces i couldn't gather back together
 but watching them quenched away forever


 Not responding to your request
 Reality is,i never wanted to leave
 neither to hurt.....
 I only wanted what could last
 because i could feel what you wanted
blew up before even i see it coming   

                                                      
Her you are and here am i
 both of us trying to make it 
a memory but history still hurting
nobody is moving,we are tying to each other.
                                                           
   avoiding eye contact,
heart finds its own way
and soul knows that.

                                                   
Lying to you is the sin
i could never be forgiven
your innocence couldn't keep it hidden
                                                              
i respected your choice
but i can still hear your voice
murmuring into my ears.
You still mean alot to me
                                                          
  I owe you a lot from then till now
 the story to live happy ever after
 from generation to generation
 from story to history
 not a fairytale but truth to last.

                                              
Your positive intent
to a wrong person
stole the treasure and here is


The leisure gone and
pleasure fading
all of it gone and
all i am seeing now
                                                        
  is MY BROKEN VOW.

\
                                                                            UMWALI IZA ALYCE.
      
                                                            
                                                            

Thursday, 11 February 2016

FAREWELL

With tears rolling in my eyes
my mouth fighting to smile
a lot running in my mind
story i wouldn't want to tell
.......

Though this had to happen
the reality i never wanted to embrace
the truth i can't get a long with gonna be real
with you not around, i don't want to live you as
a memory,goodbye is shacking me
........

All the memories i ca't get ride  of
are still attached to me and i can't stand it no more
when the feelings still lay so common
he still had the extremity of his love for me
and i still found my happiness in yours
......

I will always keep it alive
everyday living your presence
i don't want to feel your absence
.......

Heartbroken is the current me
fluids my eyes never wanted to shades
the moment i never wanted to live
are now drowning me into horror
admitting you gone is a real terror
.......


Go get it
that voice into ears,that hunt your dreams
chases your nights,calling your name
it might be right and even real
can't hold you for long since
it's strong than me and i can't help it
.......

Spread your wings and fly
the vow we made will protect me
and they will guide you
when love brings you back
i will hold you in my arms
like you were never gone
.....

farewell will never be forever
we will give it an other meaning
a definition to last,word of hope
that good memories never die
and that
there is always life after life.
i will see you again.

                                                                        ALYCE UMWALI  IZA


Monday, 25 January 2016

HOME



I  don't mean a roof 
with it's four corners
but where self finds its self
safe to be gathered with
belongings
.......

Everywhere is not home
safe place ain't anywhere
shelter is not in the naza but
where heart dwells
.........
 

Life offers a lot to learn
give chance to discover
the meaning of what we call
reality behind what we know
to be true
.........

Mystically as it hurts,it hunts
safest place lives within
there's no place to go
out of me there's no where
.......

I am the secret hiding corner
for my tears and my emotion
to reveal and release.
self is home for i
......


UMWALI  ALYCE IZA

Monday, 14 December 2015

THE HUNTING SOUVENIR

When was the last time
                        i had you?                      
                       It's hunting                   
                     chasing                      
running into my mind
reminding,recalling    
all that it used to be.   .
......

It hurts
it bleeds
it kills 
When you know
you lost it forever 
but your heart
still yearns
for it
...
  That moment
that never fade
that last forever
even when
time passes
.....

Technically
laying in the past
Basically
living the current
Eventually
attached to you
......

When eyes shade tears
Know that soul is screaming
and heart is broken
........

                                           ALYCE IZA UMWALI



Tuesday, 8 December 2015

Umwali Alyce: HE TOLD ME

Umwali Alyce: HE TOLD ME: Your eyes                     will shade tears Blood                            will flow out of            your vain You'll ...

HE TOLD ME

Your eyes
                    will shade tears
Blood       
                    will flow out of
           your vain
You'll live
              under sweat
           not sweet

         You will scream   
                 echoes will 
                                hold back your voice
The sun         
            will rise
                         and sets on you
You will see    
                           the world turning
                      all around you

You will notice  
                          the time rushing 
                              and you left behind
                    standing still
There will be      
                              no direction for you
                             you will be having
              no escape
     You will forget           
                             all about your dues
                                     and the worst will cross
               your mind

By then remember  
                                          that I never left you............
                            JESUS TOLD ME.


                                                                                   UMWALI ALYCE IZA.


Wednesday, 2 December 2015

TEARS 0F THE POETESS

   When they lough
    never there teeth appears
When they cry
never there tears drop
            When they are happy
                      no reflection of happiness               
       in their faces                    
What they are
  no one can guess.       

       Touring their mind
you get held in a trap     
         So resilient they are
to know they real status
         Not rude to anyone
    for them all are equal       
      Their best friend
so rare to recognize . 

  They take caution
everyone like them      
                To reveal their secret        
    no one is trustworthy     
Their feelings   
  are wide open             
Their thought   
are not far to find.      

   The one and only
best friend i know    
         The partner in crime
I can guess             
                          The only nurse of their wound
I feel                     
                                   The location of their heart                
I can tell  .             
              
                     Find out their real world
   through their writings
                              Remove out their camouflage
      the dwell of their secret
                         the silent diary of their life

                         The hidden deeper meaning
           of their words,their poems
                                  the great deeds of their writings
Their real feelings
                             whether happy or sorrowful
              are found in only and only
       place which is

                        The work  of their hands
         the focus of their mind
                      through their poems....


UMWALI ALICE IZA